Me Against The World...

Okay, there's a lot of talk between people I know about this quote "Me against the world..." and they all feel they're going against the world because things aren't going their way. I look at it as your living for you so why care if someone look at you different? I know everyone care to know what others think about them but then when the truth comes out they tend to get all defensive...

Still Feel Me - Jadakiss

Still Feel Me - Jadakiss

Coming From...

Coming from where I'm from, kids go hard for they respect, even would go at an older dudes neck, see me I didn't have to earn my respect, it was given because I showed my stripes as a leader.
Coming from where I'm from, these hustlers see their money stack, and the police knock, they still take the risk of going out again to pitch that product the street love to abuse.
Coming from where I'm from, my little sisters can't be outside playing during a certain time, because they would have to duck and run, dodging gunfire between the feuding neighborhoods or gangs.
Coming from where I'm from, a lot of good still happens, chilling with the old heads, joking and rapping, sunny days still shine on the "hood", barbecues, cookouts, girls looking good, I know I'm just blabbing but this just a little bit of my lifestyle. This all me, I just don't live the "hood" I made it out, I'm just another example of what good can from the "hood"...

A Dollar & A Dream

Some People Live Day By Day Thinking Of That Next Dollar. I Live Day By Day Knowing I Earned The S***. I Respect Those Who Chase They Dollar, But I Respect Those Who Get It Even More. I Got A Dream, I Have A Dream, I Know My Future Is Near And I Can Smell Death Around The Corner And I Can't Stop This Passion For Making Those Who See Me As A Businessman. This Life We Live Is Such A Business Man, I Just Don't See Why We Don't Wake Up And Just Clock Into Reality, Then When We Sleep Just Clock Out And Ride Out To Dream Land. This Ain't No Dream For Me This Just A Dollar & A Dream....

Dope As It Is...

There's a debate, about being FLY & being SWAGGY. Me being from NY, Swag isn't a conversation brought up. Its either people recognize that you got a mean sense of fashion or what some consider a "hypebeast". Like a fly person would just throw on a good pair of jeans, clean sneakers and a new shirt and would be set for the day. A swaggy person would do anything in they willpower to make sure they have the newest and hottest piece of clothing that only those would have money or hustlers would become fascinated with. The people I hang around would be considered as SWAGGY because they have the money to buy all the new designer clothing and the footwear. I consider that as flashy. I consider myself as just FLY because I don't like to stand out, I would have on the footwear that some consider as SWAGGY but that's because i work to have them on my feet. FLY people would put on something casual and would get compliments. SWAGGY people would get looked at as conceited and spoiled. They would have some compliments but they would also get stares from people as being snobbish and obnoxious. So People What Do You Consider Yourself As????

Young N**** This Is You...

So this isn't the first time I seen this video, I was inspired to put this video up because I had a phone conversation with a cousin of mines who actually is younger than me but is facing 10 years in prison for armed robbery & assault in New York state. We always hung around the same group of friends growing up but he got sidetracked and started to gang bang and hustle with some of the older guys in the area. Every time we speak he remembers the day exactly how a dollar changed his life.

Hold You Down...

Always been bonafide to ride or die, No ifs ands or buts about it, Death before dishonor, My loyalty I hold to you, I always been a rider, Never been the type to leave you high or dry brother, Always took the same trips down the road, You fall, I fall, I never had to ask because you would had already known, The time is right my man, I always been a friend, At times even a role model, You taught me a couple things in the life of ours, Never shed a tear for me, Live it up like old people do for anniversaries, This our time, This our year I swear, I feel it in the air boy boy, Remember them days we use to party and cookout, Now the days go by slow, I'll always hold you down my brother, I ain't never express these emotions cause we always been close even if we wasn't related, I always knew one day we'll come to the conclusion, I'll hold you down to the wheels fall off...

Def Poetry

Drunk And Hot Girls...

It's Friday Night. Her & Her Friends Get All Dolled Up For The Hottest Club. They Laugh And Giggle About Times They Had While Taking A Couple Drinks To Ease The Laughs. Getting All Glossy In The Eye, They're Prepared To Take The Night By Storm. The Designated Driver Knows She Has To Stay Strong Because With All Her Girls Feeling Good Inside The Club There's Those Wolves Who Prey On Them. "Oh Hey Baby, Here Down This Drink" He Says While They Parade Around The Club, Knowing They Look Good But This Buzz They Had Brought Them To The Limelight. They Dance, They Sing, They Vomit In The Stools Of The Bathroom. At The End Of The Night They Fight To Make Sure They Go Home Together As A Group, Because A Couple Times A Few Left The Flock, Waking Up In Random Places With Smeared Makeup & No Memory Of The Night Before. Knowing They'll Just Do It Again The Following Week, Can't Nothing Stop These Drunk And Hot Girls From Hitting The Streets...

drunk and hot girls - Kanye West

Lucky Me

Lucky me...
I was the guy everyone wanted to be around...
The one who could cheer up anyone on their baddest day...
But can't seem to keep himself cheerful enough to keep this smile so many say is nice on my face...
Lucky me...
I always was known to be the guy who can loan you a couple dollars until you was able to pay me back...
Was always able to say "Come on guys, Let's find a new move to make, Let's go be those dudes that females can't help but fall all over"
Must be nice to be around people who cares for you...
Lucky me...
I always find myself in this different world trying to understand why I'm the lonely stoner when I get into my zone...
Lucky me...

Jealousy...

Jealousy lies deep within everyone...
Jealousy is the evils that shows the real colors that someone wants to show you...
Why must those you believe are true friends show the thoughts they really feel about you...
I haven't been nothing more than a friend, why you must be so mean?...
I don't understand why you go around smiling in my face day by day knowing deep down inside yourself you're stabbing me in my back...
I see your true colors now, your no friend to me, your a frienemy...
Must be killing you now...
Knowing I know now...
Must be cold...
I show you nothing but love now your all alone...
Ha now I laugh at the simple fact...
I'm growing in life...
Your stuck on the same level as kids...
Jealousy...

Strictly Sex...

So I had a mini group discussion a couple days ago with a group of friends and the question came up "Why do males think strictly sex?". It became a thought that played in my mind for a couple days because me as a male, I see women that use sex or their bodies to get them further then other females. It's just that us men look as the women's physique as a whole new galaxy, from the hair, to the lips, to the breast and the hips. It's always a fantasy when a physical attraction gets strong between the opposite sex. It's not strictly sex but its just a thought or if the signs is only being read as only sex, the thought is going to become strictly sex. Their are many men that care for every female they come encounter with. They just wait patiently to have sexual intercourse. Their are others that use their witty ways to swindle those gullable females out of their victoria secret's. But at the sametime women question us why we think of "strictly sex", the same thought be on their minds also. Some ladies I know say they keep it this way so they won't have their feelings hurt, some say they're just addicted to sex but scared of commitment and others that are in relationships say that's the only time they do not argue. Those promiscuous ones just basically keep it sexual 24/7, but its times when everyone who is sexually active just want to have sex and keep it pushing, Now That's Keeping 100...

Imma Do It...

So I listen to Fabolous new album everyday, I mean i got the songs on my phone, on my laptop, and on my Ipod. Most of my friends just say its because "I'm From Brooklyn". Honestly speaking the album is a hit from Brooklyn or not. I take time out to listen to different music everyday, I critique music from NY to Japan, good music is good music to my ears. So back to the album, it's one particular song that sticks out everytime I listen to it called "Imma Do It" featuring LA Lakers Star Player Kobe Bryant. This song has a lot of meaning behind it because it shows that everyone has to do things to strive for better in their own lives. It starts off

"The block got my back
And my boys do too
And my big mama trippin said she need more loot
Every block, Every hood, Every ghetto got beef
I got a heater on my lap
And another in the back
She hassels her coke with all this stress on me
Erybody and there mama callin fed's on me
I don't know what
I'm a do but I'm a Do It (I'm a Do It)
Look I don't know what I'm a do but I'm a Do It (I'm a Do It)
I got money on my head but I'm ridin in a drop, (drop), drop, (drop), drop, (drop), drop, (drop)"

Showing the pains that people would have to go through living in the "hood", dealing with all aspects of living in the "hood" I didn't have to deal with all these pains cause my family always told me to watch take heed and never do what someone before has done. I always had a very observent eye and always spoke to the older guys to learn from their mistakes. Anything in life, any obstacle I go through imma have to do it....

Imma Do It

Problems getting my young guy friend to like me...

Ok, so for my very 1st post 2 very dear friends of mine wanted to share a story about trying to get the attention of to young males who are mature but have the same aspects of being childish when they are together. I'll just name the ladies Ms. K & Ms. R.

Ms. K has a little crush on guy #1. He's smart, funny, tall, cute and has the swagger of a real Brooklyn guy she adds. He shows her attention and all but at the same time he shows all the females around him attention she states. She wants to be his one and only on campus but can't seem to get his mind off of being a flirt. She wonders if he is scared of commitment or if he is scared that she being an older women that she'll just keep him seperated from those females who just want his attention and wants his "Goods". She just wants him to know that he can speak to other females but she wants to be him main girl on campus.

Ms. R on the other hand flirts back and fourth with guy #2. He's strongly structure physically, nice smile and can dress. He shows her all the attention that she wants but at the sametime she doesn't want to be hurt or just used. Guy #2 always seems to show her that he wants to be her man to be here for here but Ms. R brushes him off.

I know both guys and help do alittle investigation for my friends, and feel that these couples could have a definite connection for the future. They both click emotionally and needless to say they show that they want each other, they just can't find a way to make everything stick like glue. I play middle man in this flirtasious tug of war because I help both sides get closer to reaching a solidize relationship. I can't force the relationship on them if they don't want it themselves.....